LOVE IS A MYSTERIOUS FISH...  This is every male who looks at my boobs lol (via ilijean) maryawesome:
Lol. Catventure Time. xD
(Source: pusheen, via dextroverse) Cassandra Clare: City of Lost Souls Chapter Hunt cassandraclare:
The City of Lost Souls chapter reveal starts tomorrow! I’ll be kicking it off on Wednesday 3/28 with the first part of Chapter One: The Last Council.
Then…
Thursday 3/29: NovelNovice.com
Friday 3/20: EvesFanGarden.com
Monday 4/2: TheStorySiren.com
Tuesday 4/3: MundieMoms.com
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YESSSS! lockheedelektra:
Well now I’m feeling all wibbly and sentimental so
Here’s a follower appreciation post! Thanks to everyone who’s following me, you are all super cool!
(ahhhh also if y’all are into gothic/sexy/equal rights/witty stuff you should follow sebhar)
HOW LONG UNTIL TOMORROW? So many things occur in life, it’s hard to keep track. But I’ll try for the sake of trying, ok? So, I have a lot of plans for myself, besides the plans Mother has for me. Firstly, I wanna get more piercings. Right now, I really want my nose pierced and my eyebrow repierced (yes, that son of a bitch totally fell out lol) Though, I do have my tongue pierced, which honestly, I’ve enjoyed a lot more (and so have others haha) I totally had a dream last night about getting my nose pierced, so I think that’s a good sign lol As for everything else, school has been good so far, as has been work, though I need another job so I can get my apartment! Yes, I have made the conscious decision to move out of my mom’s house, mostly because I’m sick of the restrictions and the bullshit. So I plan on leaving, and hopefully very soon if St. Expedite has anything to say about it ;) I’ve decided to take another break from guys. But not because I hate them anything, like last time lol No, it’s more because I need one rather than want one. Guys are major distractions for me , and I need to have focus if I’m going to follow through and succeed on Mother’s plans for me. I’m excited, and can’t wait until I start seeing some results. Boy howdy, it’ll be a sight to see! Lol Valentine’s Day is coming up soon, which should be cool. I’m actually at a point in my life where 1) I’m completely happy despite the fact that I don’t have some asshole guy plaguing me with his existence and my unrequited love for him (go figure), and 2) I’m happy for all my friends who have somehow managed to find love in this crazy world. These are both very good things, and I couldn’t be happier about both of them. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and self reflection, wondering about the “demons” of my past, and how to get rid of them once and for all. It’s a very scary and arduous process remembering all of the things that I did. But the best way I can let these things go is to acknowledge them and figure out what steps I took to get to that place in my life so that I never do it again. So far, so really very fucking good! Lol Fingers crossed people…  This is what I do when I’m bored lol SO GOOD, SO FAR So I’ve been all these things, and making all these plans. I’m trying to change myself, for the better I think, and so far, so good. :) There are certain aspects of my life, of course that are a wee bit complicated. Take the new boy in my life, for instance: smart, funny, nerdy, get along great…sounds great, right? But there’s this thing, this tiny little problem where I absolutely hate the thought of being in a relationship. Yeah, so I guess not so tiny. I’m gonna be honest, I feel like I’ve never had a boyfriend. Every time I try, I never get past a few weeks before they do something to fuck it up. Then I’m all jaded and heart broken and cynical. Trust me, it’s not a good color on me lol And now I’m at a point in my life where I just wanna have fun with random people, and do things I’d never thought I’d do with people I’d never thought I’d do things with. Which I have, and then some, and it’s been frickin’ awesome! Lol Is that honestly too much too ask for? I don’t think so. So this is pretty much life for me nowadays: school, friends, annoying family, random hookups with friends, both boy and girl; all of that and the plan that Mother has for me. That really should be at the top of the list because that’s an all day, everyday thing. And so far, definitely so good ;) I just want things to stay simplified. No more complications, no more drama, no more love, NO MORE heartbreak! Yup, I’ve progressed, don’t you just love it? ;) BIRTH OF COMMUNICATION So, this month has been literally insane. Lots of things have happened; some good, some bad, and some very surprising lol School is good, no great, full of awesomeness and whatnot. I have a schedule I like, my professors are cool, my classes are good, some more interesting than others, but that’s school for ya lol I got a new job!!!! (bout fuckin time lol), and a possible other job, so I am very pleased! I did a tarot reading on myself, got read by three other people, one including a skeptic who doesn’t even believe in magick, but she, as well as everyone else told me that this time of the year would be extremely eventful and exciting for me, which it has been, literally, since September 1st! lol I’ve been enjoying myself, and my friends (some more than others, in very different ways), and the many potentials that have come my way: Sora, Steven, Christina, Trevor, Rosco (though him, not so much lol) and a few others that I shant mention haha I’m also not looking for anything serious right now, which seems to be a first for me. Usually, I’m always trying to find the right guy to be with, end up with the completely wrong guy, and have to start over from scratch, more emotionally bruised than I was before. But not right now. No, right now, I’m dating and talking to people, having naughty fun and not expecting anything from or with anyone, which, everytime I think about, is like a breath of the freshest air! I don’t really have any complaints about life right now, which is also a definite first! Some people are annoying, of course (three guesses who, which would make sense because I’m referring to three different people), but I’ve come to learn that they’re boys and they can’t change. Why should they, when they’re so content on being the helpless, ignorant assholes that they are? Hey, it’s nature, why fight it, right? But even them I can tolerate, so it’s all good.
I will say that this month has been the most exciting month of this entire year, hands down! But I’m having too much fun, I’m really happy, and grateful to be back in school :) I feel my life getting back on track after that bad, sad, mad, and drag kind of a summer, which is super awesome, and with any luck, the plan I set out with Mother will go into full effect, well, more than now anyway ;) So yeah, Happy Face, Happy Face!!! :D  teerwayde:
LMAO
Lmfao! (via teerwayde-deactivated20111013-d) AS LONG AS THERE’S A RECORD DEAL… We’ll always be friends! Just some Tenacious D for ‘ya lol But let’s talk about those: friends. Friends are, like, my everything. So when there are feelings between you and them, that’s sort of a big deal. And now, of course, I’m in this situation, yet again….BUT, and I can’t stress this enough, I am not the feeling starter! So HA! Take that society. But Abbs, my Abbs, has feelings for me. And I do love her, but with her, comes, drama, drama, drama, and there’s just too much going on for me to know how I feel at all. So yeah, confusion, possible hair pulling, and AHHHHH! Real Monsters!!! lolol I don’t know what the hell to do. The things I do when I’m with her, I’ve never done with anyone. Well, except my other girlie bestie, but that’s par for the chorus. But I love Abby like a…well, I’m sure how, but I’ll always be there for her no matter what. That’s the only thing I am certain of. Everything else, well….yeah, friendship is rare. Do you know what I’m saying to you, friendship is rare! <3  modernette:
Ramona Lisa - Oh the knuckle tattoos <3
I am in love with this!(via ilijean)
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